My Infertilitly Struggle!!!

First off I will be turning 29 next thursday. I am almost 30... thats scares me... I always said I wanted at least one kid before 30. That time is fastly approaching and yet no child. I am currently in the infertility program that my insurance offers which is kaiser... Right now I am double covered so I dont have to pay for anything... otherwise it would be very expensive. Well because I am also diabetic I have to have my blood sugar levels at certain levels before any treatment... Well I did that over 5 months ago, but kaiser was changing the dr so i had to wait .... i waited and waited.. then in Jan I got the call for the 1st appt i was so excited.... but since the holidays My A1c was 7.3 which it has to be under 7.0.... so i couldnt start treatment.... it sucked since in nov it was a 6.1..... :( but i worked my butt off literally and got it down to 6.9...(not easy). Well that was in Feb... so now i could finally start my first clomid treatment.....i was so excited.. so the plan was to call on the first day of my period... i waited and waited and guess what..... no period... negative test... very disappointing... well I took this medicine called provera it makes y0u start your period.... so I take it and finally this last tues... march 9th ... my period starts but is very light..... So i call and they set my ultrasound appt for today.... I go in this moring get the ultra sound which was not pleasant... and everything looks good so i get my rx for clomid.....So i am so excited... nothing can ruin my day and then.... i get a voicemail its the dr.... she was going over my ultrasound with another dr and my uterine was linning is too thick so they dont think its a good idea to start the clomid... (i get this message at work) I start crying ..yes at work as the dr tells me that I have to take the provera (the one that make you have a period) for two weeks then two weeks off then two weeks on again.... then i can call when my period starts to start all over again for the clomid....... so that has been my few weeks... not to mention all the other crap i have had to go through including surgery..... so i am very discouraged right now..... :( hopefully things get better.