Sunday, February 28, 2010

In memory.... Brian Bailey 2/28/85 - 2/5/09

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
still can't believe you're gone









It ain't fair you died too young
like a story that had just begun
then death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
just knowing no one could take your place
sometimes I wonder who you'd be today







would you see the world?
would you chase your dreams?
settle down with a family
I wonder, what would you name your babies
somedays the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy



















Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that give me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday......




BRIAN MICHAEL BAILEY
FEB. 28, 1985-FEB. 5, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!!


You know they say thing get easier with time.... well I dont really believe that. It seems that the more time that goes by the more I dont understand why my brother isn't here. How he will never finnish college, get married , have his own kids, never know his neice Joey or my kids or Nicks. It just doesnt make sense. I know that many people die too young and even younger then my brother but I just want to get my frustrations and feeling out. No one will ever understand why people we love get taken too soon. But it doesn't make it hurt any less. Not one day goes by that I dont think of brian. Not a day goes by that our family doesnt hurt and wish things would have been different. The only peace I have is knowing that my mom is up there with Brian and that I will see them again someday.

Happy Birthday Brian!!!!

Today you would have been 25.... Happy Birthday Brian we miss you more that anyone can imagine. Its been a hard year and there will be many more hard years to come. How we wish you were here to celebrate your birthday they way we always would with a BBQ for you and dad. We hope you like your balloons and flowers. Happy Birthay in heaven at least you are with mom up there on your birthday. Have a good day fishing because we know that is what you are probably doing.



Joey taking brian balloons.










Thursday, February 25, 2010

joey bumble bee....


our new truck....




Bobby bday cake


my crazy dog daisy




Okay so its time to update....

Well its been a while since i have updated .... so here goes...
All I have been up to is working... really not much fun... I really wish I could stay home I would have a clean house and fresh landary everday and the cutest yard on the block.. but no i spend my days at work sitting a computer typing away all day... Well enough for whinning.

Things I hope to accomplish this year....


1. Have a kid.... I really want at least one before I am thirty and that is right around the corner... 1 year and a few weeks.

2. Be more organized... I will admit it i suck at orgaizing stuff, my house , bills etcc....

3. That all i can think of right now... too tired...