Sunny days seem to hurt the most
wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
still can't believe you're gone
It ain't fair you died too young
like a story that had just begun
then death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
just knowing no one could take your place
sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
would you chase your dreams?
settle down with a family
I wonder, what would you name your babies
somedays the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that give me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday......
FEB. 28, 1985-FEB. 5, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!!
You know they say thing get easier with time.... well I dont really believe that. It seems that the more time that goes by the more I dont understand why my brother isn't here. How he will never finnish college, get married , have his own kids, never know his neice Joey or my kids or Nicks. It just doesnt make sense. I know that many people die too young and even younger then my brother but I just want to get my frustrations and feeling out. No one will ever understand why people we love get taken too soon. But it doesn't make it hurt any less. Not one day goes by that I dont think of brian. Not a day goes by that our family doesnt hurt and wish things would have been different. The only peace I have is knowing that my mom is up there with Brian and that I will see them again someday.
You know they say thing get easier with time.... well I dont really believe that. It seems that the more time that goes by the more I dont understand why my brother isn't here. How he will never finnish college, get married , have his own kids, never know his neice Joey or my kids or Nicks. It just doesnt make sense. I know that many people die too young and even younger then my brother but I just want to get my frustrations and feeling out. No one will ever understand why people we love get taken too soon. But it doesn't make it hurt any less. Not one day goes by that I dont think of brian. Not a day goes by that our family doesnt hurt and wish things would have been different. The only peace I have is knowing that my mom is up there with Brian and that I will see them again someday.
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