well thanksgiving came and went.... and although i am thankfuk for so much.... its just felt like something was missing all day... because something was. Its hard to have holidays when family members are missing. Its like your always waiting for them to come but you know that they arent. Everyone tries to be happy but on the inside your not.... I know that they say with time things get easier but thats just not true... i dont think it ever gets eaiser.. i guess we just learn to live with it...i wish we could go back to when we were all happy again... :( I am not looking forward to christmas... :( but here are some pics of what makes our lives happy.....
